she did want to live and always had

“But North did not break his stride. ‘The current claims us all in the end,’ he called without turning. ‘If you want to live, you have to fight.’
[…]

The sky had gone dark. She couldn’t see the shore any longer, wasn’t even sure she was swimming in the right direction. If you want to live.

And wasn’t that the worst of it? She did. She did want to live and always had.” 

—Ninth House, Leigh Bardugo

 

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“I know what happens next. He’s going to deliver the final blow. Lopping off my head. Stabbing through my heart. The strike that’s a kindness, really. After all, who wants to die slowly when you can die fast?

Me.

I don't want to die fast. I don’t want to die at all.”
—Queen of Nothing, Holly Black